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it's been a while, hasn't it? sigh. i'm so bad at remembering to update these sorts of things, but lolll what can i say. i've been journaling even more than usual these days, and it's brought me to this weird point where i both have this private outlet but i also have... so much more to say now, cause its liiike. i've got the words all formulated in my head now, y'know? but i've also been journaling less these days. i'm kind of tired of words at this point, but maybe i'm just succumbing to the feeling that my journaling isn't "worthy" or perfect enough or whatever. which is dumb cause my entire thing with journaling the most perfect thing you can do is not be perfect.
anyway, in other news, i'm sick again. i feel like i'm having a little moment of deja vu, like- i'm sick with the same symptoms, i'm lying in bed, i'm at this weird transitional point of my well, not life, but relationship with a someone. last time i got sick, he was coming in, and this time i think he's finally going out. that's a lot to admit in my head. anyway. yeah, i've been lying in bed, just been watching true crime documentaries on netflix and decaying a little. i also keep getting sick right around breaks, so it's like, odd cause i only was back at school for one day before i had to stay back home. so it's just this weird space in my brain, in my world or whatever.
okay, i'm tired of writing. maybe i'll post again later. maybe i won't. see ya!
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