Breakups are the best!!

But anyways! My ex girlfriend and I broke up a year and a half ago, and quite honestly, it was messy. Our relationship is shit. She's toxic, I'm toxic, our relationship are built to collapse in any moment. She's the reason on why I realise so many things.

She doesn't want to improve her own life situation, so she would always complain on why her life is shit. My life were on clusterfuck too when I was dating her back then.

She doesn't even trying to put any effort to our relationship. She was the one who's been dead silent, unless I started talking to her. It's exhausting. She's fucking exhausting.

I tried to be with her with her tough times, but for some reason, she doesn't even care. She thinks I'm invisible.

When we broke up, it sucks because I'm so in love with her even if she put me in so many shits. When we actually broke up, she would start to talk to my almost friend about me being ungrateful and shit.

I was hurt. So what I did is I put up all my shit together just to feed my lazy ego and prove that you can improve, because she would always blabber about everything is impossible.

I did the impossible. I became better a year and a half later, had so many friends in school that I never thought I can have. All of my classmates are my friends BTW! I'm a loser back then, then look at me now! I mean I'm still probably a little bit of a sore loser but it's progress.

I started to became more active. I've lost 20 pounds in the process. She said exercises don't work. Look at me now!

And I became less lazy and spend more time with my family (except for my dad tbh, I've never really talked to him since 2018)

But yeaaaahhhh, there! You can do things, just have a little faith. The world finally gave me a reason to change myself. And it's my ex.