4-18-2022

life, personally, is pretty good right now! im still very much so ignoring my mental health but in general am feeling very good. my parents are actually following though with their statement of letting me do whatever once i was an adult (and not in high school) which has been so cool. ive been spending a lot of time in my friend maverick's dorm, which lead to me becoming friends with jack!

i really needed that with how shitty february and march were.,, im probably just too anxious about what people think of me, but i genuinely cannot fathom why people would want to be my friend. i try really hard to be useful but people tell me im pretty cool regardless so thats something. i dont think i need to try so much.

this month ive spent a lot of time in the dorm which has been liberating to say the least. im really glad im not an intrusive presence.

i hope i remember to do this more often, itll be good for me. anyway, see yall later!!

-eve