suffering?

Was your suffering meaningless? All the struggles you went through, all the pain you endured, did it lead to nowhere? And if this all overwhelmed you and put you to your knees, was then your effort to get back up for nothing? Did you cry and bleed in the process, only to stay where you were, no progress at all? And what about all the support and love you gave others in their own suffering? Did that prove meaningless? The blue sky remains empty and vast in the face of these questions. The sun continues to shine. The wind blows and with it, the birds sing. While you stay anxious and afraid, the seasons change, and life continues. Don't you see that the meaning you seek is not found but given? That you don't discover the purpose but create and build it from scratch!? Meaningless or meaningful? It's up to you, really...