what even (kinda vent but no specifics)

i’m not a person anymore, i don’t like things i don’t have a favorite anything, i dislike things i think but i don’t know, i don’t have preferences and i can’t make decisions, i don’t like things cus other people like them or i like things cus other people like them, i don’t do things, i don’t have hobbies or interests, i was erased and i know exactly when i happened, i used to like things, i had a favorite cake and a favorite animal, i did things with people, i enjoyed things and i had hobbies but they took that from me, they made me this shell, a blank space for anyone to fill in who they want me to be, i’m not a person and maybe i never was