Considering my mental health :)

I know no one really cares to read these things, but I felt like I've been doing pretty well in the realm of boosting my mental health. I have my first therapy appointment on Thursday and I'm super proud of myself for getting it scheduled. I've been falling back into my bad mental health spiral lately, but maybe it's from a lack of feeling like I'm accomplishing things. Maybe this blog entry will help me reflect on how much I've done these past few months. I've finally also gotten back to doing schooling and also looking at getting work. I feel like I'm really getting into my independence now. Despite the last few days of relaxing, I need to acknowledge that I am working as hard as I can for a mentally ill person. I always just hate the idea that I'm always gonna struggle way harder than mentally healthy, neurotypical person. Still, I think despite my drawbacks, and having been so codependent on my mother figure, starting from quite literally nothing; I think suffice to say, I am doing way better than I could have ever possibly imagined 5 years ago. I think young me would be proud!