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ii hate haviing delusiions they suck sm along wiith halluciinatiions and iim psycotiic iits undaiignosed and ii havent gone to get screened for iit bc of my mom. iits the miiddle of class and ii hear sum1 whiisperiing to me and at niight ii cant sleep wiithout a liight on because theres a fuckiing man iin my closet and iim miikan iirl and iits so diifiicult to tell my therapiist wiithout realiity checkiing myself iits so uncomfy but she wont liisten to me iif ii just straiight up tell her that ii am miikan iirl ii also miiss my friiends that were from my source ii wiish we could all hang out agaiin /nu /nav