i need advice please

hello!! i really need to vent and get some advice from yall.

okay, so, today at the lunchroom (we go to lunch @ 11:30am EST) my best friend parker (he/they/it) needed to show me something. so i was like "what up?" and he said "hannah (she/her i think) was posting about you on her story" and so when parker showed me at our table my whole heart just shattered.

hannah was my best friend for around 5-6 years before a whole bunch of drama happened between me and her. i cant really remember how it all went down but all i remember is me and her getting into an argument and then i told her to log off of my hulu. we've had beef for the last month or two, but i decided to drop it. right when i did, her and her best friend now (their name is oliver, im not sure of their prns so im using they/them) were calling me bad names for recording olivers friend at a restaurant because i thought he was cute. i have to admit, i shouldn't have posted him without his permission, that was pretty wrong for me to do.

they (oliver) called me ridiculous, a clown, and a disgrace. they said that i think im all that and that i have another thing coming for me if i recorded their friend again. they also said that they would expose all my "dirty secrets" and that my dirty laundry is out to air. oliver also told me that i needed to go to therapy because it would "do me some good". after i told my mom about this, oliver and hannah both apologized to me and my mom about their behavior and about how they made multiple tiktoks about me.

oliver also told my mom that i was being transphobic because all of my genders are mocking the trans community. when this drama was happening, i didn't identify as transgender. now that i do (im not very "out" about me being trans, but its on my pronouns page.) i don't think that i'm being transphobic with any of my xenogenders. none of my xenogenders are offensive (that i know of) but if any of them are, people would tell me, right?

ANYWAYS!!!! back to the present, hannah on her story was accusing me of being into inc3st and b34stiality. she was also telling people that i was a horrible person. i didnt find the context on the b34stiality accusation but she did give context for the inc3st accusation. 

the context for it is that a little while ago, maybe like around 4-5 (possibly earlier or later, i cant really remember) months ago, i posted a tiktok by the alisov(?) brothers onto one of my private stories calling their actings in the tiktok "hot". yes, i called both the twins and their actings in the tiktok hot. i obviously knew that this was wrong, but felt no need to correct myself or anything like that. i am NOT into twinnc3st, inc3st, or anything of that matter. i had a crush on the twins at the time, and i found both them and their clickbait twin stuff attractive. i no longer find them attractive and i cant express enough how wrong it is. i DEEPLY apoligize if i have offended anyone in the past for condoning their actions among each other. please acknowledge that i've changed and i no longer find anything like that attractive.

i was thinking of adding more but i really cant remember what i was going to write. please give me any advice. ive blocked both hannah and oliver on tiktok and ive blocked hannah on everything i have.