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i fucking hate being in school when im learning how to express myself and what i feel like is me, like im a kid im just trying to develop as a person. but because im expressing myself in ways that arent considered 'normal' i get made fun of. but heres the fun thing; i started dressing emo/alt/goth/scene-whatever because of these assholes.
like in school last year i was being bullied because im trans and gay and im affectionate with my friends, i do things that arent 'normal' im considered 'wierd' because im different from them.
but all they did was make me stronger. like at that time i didnt do my emotional make up things, i didnt dress differnt really, all i did was be myself and that was enough for them to be riled up. so i started experimenting with my cloathing & my makeup. i got called an it because of it but its okay bc i hit that bitch. but they cant stop me because when i started experimenting its like i found myself?
i always hated when in school we would be told to 'just ignore someone' when theyre making fun or bullying you. dont give them attention- they thrive off that. but for people like me who are really emotional, we cant just do that yk? but because these people affect me i do the opposite of what they want me to. they want me to conform so i act out more, i dress differntly and i dont apologize for that.
i still get made fun of, but hey drop some fighting tips if you read this for so i can kick their ass if push comes to shove!
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