sometimes i wonder.

Sometimes I wonder if he still loves me. Am I still good enough for him? We haven't talked in a while, but I love him a lot and can't afford to lose him. He has another partner, and I feel like he favors them over me, he barely talks to me and always talks to them. He always wishes them good morning while I have to start every conversation. It's gotten better, but only because he didn't get to talk to me for a month or two. It's just stupid pity. I'm so fucking done.