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i promised myself i wouldn't post two blogs in the same day, let alone in the span of 10 minuets, but here i am. if i don't put the date then it won't count. But here i am, ranting, complaining, opening a box of annoyance.
School is shit, it's only been two weeks. i've already had 4 mock exams and another two in the next couple days, i'm being forced to look at sixth forms and collages and even jobs. Jesus Christ, let me at the least memorise my lessons first. i'm very much not coping, i thought the past two years were bad because of Covid but yikes was i wrong. 
Mentally, i am doing very bad. Physically i am doing worse because i am now disabled (it's not that bad) and i just am not dealing with that information very well. The school environment is proving to be very harmful to my mental health but equally so is being at home. There's no place for me to escape and be free from anxiety and stress. I also don't think my friends realise how much my disability effects me because it doesn't look like it, but i can barely stand for more than a couple minuets at a time. if God or Jeff Bezos,whoever runs this planet, could give me time out to chill that'd be great, thanks babe. i have an extra hour of school tomorrow and i'm going to feel like shit the entire day.
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