Deja Vu

When I little I would have these entire days where I knew I had dreamed them years ago. They would be so specific and even in the dreams I knew I had deja vu. It was so real that I thought I could tell the future but deep down I knew I couldn't. I just couldn't get it out of my head because it would happen so frequently that it was almost happening everyday and to the point where I wouldn't tell people. Now that I am older it has not happened like that for a while. I think thats because I have no dreams anymore. On occasion I will have a dream but it is too unrealistic to ever happen. But the sense of deja vu haunts me, as if it should be happening but it isn't. I want to be able to get back to that state when I was little but then again I don't because it gets me on edge but it was so fun how accurate it was.