Losing a Friend

What's worse than a breakup you might ask? A breakup with your so called "best friend" of 10+ years... I honestly really didn't give a fuck at first if you didn't want to be my friend anymore, I mean I get it.. being friends with someone that long can be difficult especially when you get into your 20s right? So once you started to ignore my texts I thought I could ignore you too but unlike you I can't give up on people that fast. We had a special bond, you were one of the closest people I had when I had no one else, you didn't care about all the trauma I had gone through that made me so depressed and anxious growing up.. or so I thought. But yet you replaced me in a blink of an eye... why? I can't even get a real answer from you when it comes to why our friendship just ended without a trace. I bet you tell our friend group that I'm the one to blame but yet you never even gave me the chance to tell you the reason why I felt so distant lately.. You said it was just an excuse but yet it is the exact reason as to why I was feeling the way I did. When you said that it crushed me because that "excuse" has been something I've been struggling with since I was 11 years old and it has only gotten worse as I got older. But I mean I guess you really didn't care at all if you couldn't even listen to why I had to leave so early that day. I had a little setback in my mental health progress because of you but I feel like I'm just starting to feel like me again. You may think you won because you got to keep our old friends but just remember.. if it wasn't for me you would of never even been friends with them to begin with. I'm older than all of you and I have come to the realization that I'm more mature than all of you and I don't need any of your negative comments anymore. Hope you have a great life and keep my name out of your mouth.