life

Sometimes I wish things would go away on their own, but sometimes I wish they would stay because they are the things that make me happy or angry, and honestly, I don’t know what to do anymore with them, so is letting go the right answer? Maybe, maybe not who knows at this point. In life we want to forget about the things that make us upset or that hurt us, but why can’t we get rid of them? We think about them and what they said or did to us forever, maybe it’s because we still care, or because we don’t want to forget about what that person did so you can still get angry at something in life, or maybe because you have nothing better to do with yourself. In life we want to keep the things we love the closest because we don’t want anything to happen to them, but how can a person just let something go with the snap of a finger? It’s not easy, you say “I’m going to let them go, and forget them” but you wait another day, and you end up keeping them close to you. What’s wrong with the world, why can’t us human beings just be normal and forget someone when we want to forget them? Sometimes people don’t make sense and it confuse the hell out of a lot of people. We all want better days to happen, but we never get them, this world makes me sick, all the lying and cheating, hitting, flirting, love is the worst one of all of them, it makes you do things you don’t want to do, you don’t want to like someone, but you end up liking them anyways and it makes me angry as hell, and then they end up messing with your feelings and left out to dry because they found someone else, and it kills you seeing them with that said person, Why can’t we just have a world where you only love the people in your family and your true friends? Love sucks and that’s what wrong with this world. We choose the people that we think we like but when we finally get to know them, they become the people you hate the most. We all want what’s best for the one we love, but how can we do that when we can’t love ourselves?