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Control. Something many of us want over our lives. I've had a great deal of control over mine in the last few years but the consequences were nothing short of baffling. The fact that I've taken the reins of my life just a few years ago implies somebody had to relinquish them. Willingly or forcibly.
I'd say it was a bit of both. Because while they are completely supportive of my being independent and was actively involved in me learning how to be independent, there were several errors. The method, the lesson, or the person themselves I'll leave it up to anyone who reads this. Nonetheless, there was something wrong and I've only seen it years later sadly.
Issues and shortcomings were the outputs of such errors. I could've lived without them but here they were. I am in no state of mind to rationalize any choices that were made for me or forced upon me, no matter how innocent or good the purpose behind them were. And frankly, I don't think I ever will be. Whatever adversary I have faced or will face will not hinder my ability to grip my reins. If a bond will be broken because of the decisions I made and will make then so be it. What is the point of having a bond when nearly everything you could possibly bond over are ill intentions, past mistakes, and future grievances?
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