when will this feeling fade?

I'm trapped in my head,

And my body's gone all numb,

These antidepressants,

Don't seem to be doing their job,

My body aches,

While my mind just goes blank,

I feel stuck in time,

And the days just go on by,

I'm still stuck here in my bed,

Memories keep replaying in my head,

A couple of thoughts just hold me here,

And some make me want to disappear,

I don't think this feeling will ever fade,

Why does my world seem to be so gray,

I need some color added to my life,

As soon as possible, wouldn't that be nice?