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I really don’t know what to say. My anxiety has been pretty bad lately, and I honestly feel like that’s part of the reason that I haven’t been as active online lately (or in person if we’re being truly honest). I just constantly feel so tense, it stops me from really wanting to interact with others at all.
I’m pretty excited. Idk how many problems I have that are solely sue to the anxiety, and how much clearer everything will be to me once it is fixed. However I’m also pretty nervous. My parents say that I’ve had anxiety pretty much since I was born, and I can’t imagine myself without it. I just. Feel like so much of my internal sense of self is based on my constant stress??? Then again this is all probably just the anxiety talking. Again! I have no idea how much of my thoughts are my own, and how many can be attributed to anxiety!! I guess I’ll just have to try it, and trust that it will help me to think more clearly and just generally be a more relaxed person.
Ugh, sorry if this post doesn’t make much sense. This is late at night for me XD. Gonna be starting meds tomorrow morning.
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