i...have a crush!

this is so weird, i haven't had a legitimate crush in like sooo longg... 

i would say maybe i'm just confused...because i don't think they've done anything in particular to spark a crush... but apparently they have!!! ;-; 

eeehhhh i don't know what to do because i have tried getting rid of this little crush, but somehow the crush is intensifying!!!!! and we did talk about what it would be like if we were a thingggg..... :P 

and this really is a crush this time, not a forced thing, because he hasn't done anything gross to me, he's just really cool honestly... even though there sometimes is an issue with understanding (very rarely, really), we get along. and for real. i think. i mean, i get along with him, i dunno if he's forcing himself to get along with me...i hope not. maybe he is the key! ahhhhh it's just a crushhhh what am i talking abouttt lollll.. >_< 

anyways that's all i wanted to share hehe...