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This may sound eccentric but I've always felt connected to the moon and the Ocean, I'm not one that believes in God or anything, but I feel a higher power from the moon and the stars. I'm not sure why. I check where she is every night and sigh to her, I check the stars above my garden every night too. I don't hear voices or anything but I just feel her protection and her warm lit love. I just think I spiritually that when I pass I'll join her, in the sky to provide light to those that don't even notice her. Ik I sound so stupid rn but I'd be lying if I said I didn't talk to her too. She's the only one who listens, I cry to her, I even wrote a stupid poem for her too. Ik I'm an extremely closed off person and I feel bad for how cold I am to ppl, but not with her, she sees me, she knows me, more than anyone. I sleep under her dazzling gaze, she protects me, I lay in her palm and I'd be happy to stay here forever.
I have this fantasy of living by the sea in Cornwall. I stand by the cliff above the rocks, the only light coming from the moon, and I just scream to the ocean, and she just absorbs it. She absorbs all my sadness, and I'm still screaming, till my throat is bloody. I picture my death in many ways, but the one that feels the most right is the one where I'm just softly swallowed by the waves, no screaming this time. Just a slow, soft end, the closing to my book. With the moon waiting for me above, I end where life began.
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Islabee
I feel a need to say I dont wanna die btw, its just how i picture it
vivian
i use to talk to the moon a lot too, until i realized this bitch goes all around the world like some portable therapist?? literally thought it was just me and her!! SMH now i just feel like shes constantly staring at me like a friend that you don´t talk with anymore but it still in your friend group :// its just awkward.