I feel a lot of the same feelings. I only came to the country in 2019, so I've had a bit less than 3 years to get to know them and I haven't done that well. Now I'm still here, stuck in my room while they're in Scotland on a school trip thanks to visa technicalities. It sucks. I mean, even when they were here, I always feel like an outsider. It's all in my head but it sucks.
For the span of about a year and a half, I tried replacing them with online friends but it didn't really work out. I mean, I met some of the people I appreciate the most in my life who I still have contact with but man.. it's not the same. After all the drama, feelings, voice chats, messages and time.. I do wonder if it was worth it. I love them, those lads but the physicality of actually being next to them and hanging out adds just something more to it.
I'm rambling, aren't I :P? Welp, sorry to leave this on your blog. Probably not what you wanted to hear but hey, you're not alone in the feeling at least.
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I feel a lot of the same feelings. I only came to the country in 2019, so I've had a bit less than 3 years to get to know them and I haven't done that well. Now I'm still here, stuck in my room while they're in Scotland on a school trip thanks to visa technicalities. It sucks. I mean, even when they were here, I always feel like an outsider. It's all in my head but it sucks.
For the span of about a year and a half, I tried replacing them with online friends but it didn't really work out. I mean, I met some of the people I appreciate the most in my life who I still have contact with but man.. it's not the same. After all the drama, feelings, voice chats, messages and time.. I do wonder if it was worth it. I love them, those lads but the physicality of actually being next to them and hanging out adds just something more to it.
I'm rambling, aren't I :P? Welp, sorry to leave this on your blog. Probably not what you wanted to hear but hey, you're not alone in the feeling at least.
thank u for telling about your feelings, it really helps me to not feel alone. Thank u very much friend
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no worries. thanks for giving me the opportunity to write that mess.
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