to be mikey, a poem type thing.

to not wear makeup, to wash my face argressively, to read poetry, to be loud, to speak my mind, to get as many fucking piercings and tattoos as i want, to write books and sing obnoxiously, to be gentle, to be blunt, to be sensitive, to be ethereal. to write music and doodle in my math notebooks. to wear either bright pink or the darkest blacks. to never do anything, to lay in bed, to go to the bridge and watch the sunset, to wear big hoops but also wear boxers, to listen to loud AND quiet music, to support women, to me feminine and masculine, to be a feminist, to paint my nails and have pink sheets and pillows. to smear my mascara all around my face when i cry, to wear an excessive amount of chains and pearls at the same time, to stomp in doc martens, to carry tote bags, to not care about my scars, to laugh loud and wear watermelon vanilla chapstick, to carry a mango flavored vape around, to have a heavy bookbag with nothing in it but journals and makeup. to love flowers and be obsessed with butterflies, to do roller derby, to listen to bratmobile AND cannibal corpse, to draw in sketchbooks and fill them up in one night, to scream "FUCK" when youre mad, to pick at your nails, to always have your LED lights on purple or orange, to wear bright eyeshadow or none at all, to eat as much goddamn chocolate as you want, to read thick books, to whisper, to yell, to open your window and breathe in the humid air until your lungs ache, to own as excessive amount of crystals, to wear bright red lipstick, to listen to records and have 100 pairs of grippy socks. to go get ice cream alone, to be loud and annoying, to go to punk band camps every summer, to swim in lakes and camp in the fall, to sew and play in the mud, to eat donuts and french fries. to study for quizzes and get a perfect score. to be mikey.