God, I Hate Google: i can't access my childhood

look!!! i just wanna log back in my old gmail and read the things i've missed, i was hoping that i could log into my old quotev that way but no! i am doomed to lose that excellent jftkxreader from 10 years ago forever! granted i was 11 so it makes sense that it would be lost to time, but like cmon man lemme get a break. just one teensy one, maybe a game i was missing isn't defunct or i'm able to recover an old account and relive some great memories.