Melted Gold Bone Marrow

Melted Gold Bone Marrow

Everything scares me, in constant fear, I jump higher when a noise shows itself  around me, then I could ever from my own will, it's sad really, I’m both paralyzed from fear and barreling uncontrollably from it, I’m scared of every tangent of time, past, present and future. I’m so scared, I want my skeleton to open up towards the heavens and all the heavy human flesh to melt away from the fiery of the pits of hell beneath me and have my wisp of a soul fly as Icarus flew but like the ego of Icarus I will fly too close to the heavenly sky and fall to my heathen like demise, too cowardly to face my own fate I stay chained to mortality. I dance to a the bereavement of the ballroom blitz with myself, but I always step on my own foot, fumbling on the beat of each of the drum arteries pumping the blood to my head, swaying without rhyme or reason, being dipped at the end of the song, into the river styx. Or maybe not i don't know, I used to be scared of cheese puffs.

-Afrahna