Me being whiny about being tired

Drownsy

I just woke up from a nearly six-hour nap, It was originally supposed to be half an hour at most and I even gained consciousness one or two hours after falling asleep but I laid in bed in the warm of my own stillness  in bed and I didn't get up, I fell right back to sleep and in all honesty I probably would have stayed asleep if not for the small amount of common sense I still have residing behind my drowsy eyes. I'm still tired but it's the type of tiredness that you can't sleep your way out of, it's not a tiredness that can go away by blasting really loud music and taking a run around the block, It's the type where you could get the perfect amount of sleep every day and yet still have eye bags and an indescribable drowsiness, It doesn't matter whether I get too much sleep or too little sleep, it's always there. melatonin doesn't help in fact it makes me kind of worse. People come up to me and say I look tired, I say no I'm fine but I know they're not looking at my eye bags or anything else, no, they can feel something intrinsically tired around me.

- Afrahna