my emotions rn-

ive been feeling kinda down lately. all of my friends seem to hate me and im also losing friends. i dont know what to do. i mean, i used to love being at school and hanging out. i would always want to be here. now, it seems like a prision. i want to get out of here and go home in bed. ive quit eating as much as i should, i haven't been eating lunch lately. i really haven't been eating at all. all of the kids near my lunch table talk about me and it makes me feel sick and i dont want to eat. most of the time i just sit alone and usually start to tear up. none of my friends seem to care. they know its happening but won't stop it. and when someone saw me, they said "if she kills herself, its gonna blamed on u". they purposely sat close to us at lunch to get to me. she is doing it on purpose. ik it. i just have been feeling sick. but im alright. <3