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i went to a special doctor yesterday who was supposed to finally figure out why i’ve been in pain since i was 9 (8 years :|) and she sends me home with a “yeah we’ll get some blood from you and see if anything shows up i guess”  i asked her a bunch of questions and i get being careful with her words because we don’t know exactly whats up with me yet, but she said basically nothing. then a counselor came in to answer me and my mama’s questions and she gave us different answers to what the first doctor said which was really really really confusing and really really really frustrating so