i talk alot

I swear one of my biggest internal struggles is being into a bunch of things 0 of my friends are into, while also having trouble trying to befriend people who like those interests. I have a million games/series im really into and excited about but have 0 friends who share those interests. So i have to try to keep the excitement in really hard because i so easily just go on and babble about my interests completely forgetting if someone cares or not, then start to feel guilty for boring them out lmao :') i just love gushing about my interests as it excites me and hypes me up and gives that good feeling yknow?? :(