Dilemma with my addictions

I'm addicted to nicotine, just like practically every other adolescent in this day and age. I've recently been smoking whatever pack is available or economical. However, I met this girl and we dated for quite some time. She offered me the most delicious pack of smokes I've ever had. My friends have not heard the end of this. 

Anyway, she and I ended things a couple of days ago. Now, the problem is that I have no idea where I may acquire those cigarettes, and anytime I asked her, she would either shift the subject or forget to respond.

Here's where I'm having trouble. I've been desiring the smokes she gave me every day since we stopped communicating, and it's gotten to the point where I'm considering squandering my dignity and contacting her for them. However, now that I think about it... Do I want to know where I can get cigarettes? or am I simply waiting for an opportunity to speak with her once more? Which of these two alternatives do I have a serious addiction to? Nicotine or her.