sh giving me the serotonin.

so, I dont really like to use social medias. Its not because i'm not interested in it, i just develop one form of envy issue or another everytime i use them actively (especially twitter), or worse, witnessing things i'm not supposed to see and would not see. But Spacehey be giving me goodness tho <3

i do use some tiktok, whatsapp, snap and discord. Usually id talk to classmate, family, my best friend and her friend group on whatsapp or snap, and use discord to talk to my beloved and some servers. I'm not really fond of talking in group chat and server. I prefer fully public socmeds and/or dms. So i usually just talk only to my beloved and my best friend.  But for personal reasons, i temporarily could not use discord. which means i only have my best friend to talk with constantly now. and no, i will not use tiktok to share or talk, that thing be reccomending me to irls when i didnt want to

So yeah, you can imagine what it feels like only talking to one person daily while being stuck in the pandemic. tragically boring. Usually I'm okay with this. I've spent 6 months talking to mostly my best friends . But she's pretty busy w school and personal mental stuff. Soooooooooooo we didnt really have fun stuff to talk about.  

with the absence of socialization, gayffection, best friend talks, and being outdoor, i got bored so bored, its physically frustrating. That reminds me of this spacehey thing and, i gotta say its pretty good. this place is the safe socialization area i was craving. No cursed suggestive arts. Nothing inducing my envies. Pure serotonin, i love this place. i love this. And until i can go back to talking w my beloved, have long talks w bestie, and be outdoor a lot this will be my number 1 favourite place to dwell in. (also no character limits lets goooo).