SPOILER sunshine doesn't cure depression (ʘᗩʘ’)

I do the same thing every and every year I'm disappointed. Like every year spring happens it's all nice and sunny and my mood gets better so my stupid self (who has been diagnosed with chronic depression) goes like oh well ig I'm cured and stop taking my meds ... Turns out sunshine doesn't cure depression (ʘᗩʘ’) who would have thought and so now I feel bad and I have to start taking meds again but I keep forgetting them