Insanity

I gotta be honest I have no idea what I'm living for. all I want is material possession I'm unable to have I think? or maybe I'm convincing myself that's the case. I feel like all I want is money but I feel I am convincing myself this is all I want for some reason. I have no idea why I am existing or why I'm doing it. I have no idea if half the thoughts in my head and my memories I have about myself are true. I am unsure if I have some strange facade I have created in my mind and am finally questioning, I feel like I have no solid thoughts on anything for the past while.