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:p hi spacehey its me again im here to like rant/vent/just scream into the void that is of my blog
so lately ive noticed the overwhelming amount of guilt i feel like constantly
its not like.. super... overwhelming... but it is very upsetting
like i feel like ive disappointed someone? or made them uncomfortable? i feel so fucking guilty
i feel like someone is mad at me? guilty as hell!
idk why i feel so awful everytime this happens!
like today i was trying really hard in tech theater to cut some foamboard in a straight line but i couldnt and when i asked my teacher about it she gave me a weird look and i thought she was upset with me and honestly probably hates me like i fuckin suck at what i do so no wonder really
and whenever i feel like my mom is upset with me (for absolutely every reason like fr i am just awful) i feel so mad at myself!
whenever i feel like ive messed something up or didnt do something right i want to cry
i literally wanna cry rn!! i feel like im doing something wrong!! i always do!!!! :((
anyways probably gonna go play coolmathgames now
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Leggomyeggo
I think what you are feeling is totally normal, I too sometimes feel an overwhelming guilt. But the truth is you are doing nothing wrong, you didn't do anything, you didn't disappoint anyone. Also when that happens to me I get a lump in my throught that I can't seem to get rid of, do you have it too by any chance?
its more of just a weight that, well.. weighs me down whenever i think about it
i think this has smthn to do with my ocd and whatnot yk
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