I had weird dream about a random being

from the ages of 14 to 16 I used to have this recurring dream where I was talking and spending time with someone that I was incredibly in love with. the dream had patterns always after 2 weeks and always on Fridays. it was like I was dreaming and I was with this person the person in question didn't have a face nor a discernible body so I didn't know either they were male or female they just were. in the dreams we were always walking and talking. I don't know what they were saying and what I was saying but I know that it was deep since I would wake up the next morning at times with dried tears. also about waking up if we spent a ''good'' night together i'd wake up with my face hurting like I'd been smiling in my sleep. I also felt giddy whenever I woke up heart racing and disappointed almost. then one day it stopped and sometimes I cry because I don't know why I'm 17 now