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so, i have another friend named Koca and he hardcore likes me but he knows i don't like him so it's whatever. But we were on call last night bc i was bored and was gonna just play videogames on call w someone but Gir isn't in the country rn so he wouldn't be able to go on call without annoying his family and Koca lives alone sooo. Anyway, when i was on the call right i forgot he liked me so i wasn't mentally prepared for how he usually acts ://
deadass the whole time we were on call he kept going "ugh i can't believe i like a girl with like 20 diseases", "soo what are my chances anyway??", and like randomly "THIS shit is why i like you wtf ugh", "every time i hear you talk about that i fall harder". low key like when he's not doing that shit i like going on call but i might stop calling him bc ://
i was literally just playing RDR2 on call and all he was hearing was me swearing and getting mad at Dutch because f*ck Dutch. at some point i put my camera on because it felt weird w him having his on and mine off so i just put it on and put my phone on my candle and it was fine but like his face- i forgot how much he liked me like i'm used to my friends doing this as a joke so somewhere in my brain i just decided it was a joke but he's serious- at some point while i was playing, my phone was falling and i don't like sudden loud noises (trauma <3) so i fixed it and he just went "i love this view <3" all doey eyed n shit.
i should clarify he knows i don't like him and he has literally no chance bc i'm usually completely emotionally unavailable. even if he does ask stuff like "what are my chances anyway?" i'll literally respond with "...of getting hit by a car?? idk pretty high, might even be mine, not gonna lie, now shut the f*ck up. respectfully" so it's not like i'm acting like there's anything that could happen yk??
it feels kinda weird bc like him trying to get me to like him is funny via text but out loud it feels- eugh... like i visibly and audibly cringe.
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