does anybody else rlly like to stay up late and just not sleep at all???
i luv the feeling of being awake from 2am-6am and feeling like youre the only human on earth. no one else.. just me, a monster and my computer (T_T) the internet is the only thing that is capable of extracting a genuine smile from me. sure, at school when somebody says hello to me i smile to please them, but it isnt real u kno what i mean? the things that are able to authentically bring me joy are things like videos of concerts and gore clips from horror movies and dming my online friends and just closing my eyes listening to music and pushing anything from the real world out of my mind. i wish i never had to leave my room again. i just want to stay within the safety of my poster filled walls and red LED keyboard.. its cringe but its comfort -_- i just want to sink into the secure sphere that is the internet and let myself be wrapped in a big youtube blanket lol ^_- i love the feeling of my eyelids growing heavy and my body growing more shaky. late nights are the only moments in which im truly myself. all i really need is music anyways. 'friends, who the fuck needs them?' - caught like a fly by falling in reverse
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