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I HATE HOW MY DAD TREATS ME!!!!.... Me and my dad don't get along very well and often times we just co exist quietly around each other. I feel like I never made any sort of special connection to him since he was always so strict about everything, he hates it when I made mistake and is the reason why I push myself and scared of failure. When I was four or five he slapped me bc I screamed and he got surprised. When I was in fourth grade he locked me up in the comfort room and made me do math for three consecutive summers bc I couldn't memorize the times table. (I am asian. This is normal, and a form of discipline). I guess I pent up all of this things up until today. He always acts proud when I achieve something but I get the "I'm so disappointed at you" treatment when I make a mistake. Today we we're doing some important files. I accidentally put the wrong file and he started yelling at me. I wish he could've just calmly explain things to mw since I'm new with the stuff. Remind you that I'm only doing these important file for them. This is their responsibility but they passed it onto me.
I wish he was gentle and calm with me. Even when I was growing up. I'm a middle child but he never did this things to my two other siblings. He is usually not that mean to them. But when it comes to me he's always waiting for me to fuck up. I feel like I'm always walking on thin ice around him.
(Excuse any grammatical mistakes. English is not my first language)
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whisperz03
Tell him exactly how about you feel when it happens again. But be calm and friendly. If he understands your feelings, he will try to do better in the future.