Oh my gosh where to even begin.
I can't even remember how my utter obsession with Undertale began. All I remember is that I was hooked from the start.
This was around the time I was being introduced to the internet andd discovering fandoms, so that probably heavily influenced me. But, I was fully addicted.
Then... Then came that fateful day.
Sans AUs..
This took my simple passion for my very first game and fandom into a full on ADDICTION. I had brainrot in every manner. I literally was addicted to everything about every au. I spent hours just researching and researching each character, every au. I knew absolutely everything there was to know about the AUs.
I spent all day thinking about it. I spent all day writing fan fiction on Quotev. I spent all day literally with the AUs on my mind. It affected the way I interacted with people big time 😭. I was definitely the 'weird kid' in my school who couldn't shut up about Undertale.
I was only like 11, so this was my first time experiencing things like this. I had no idea what shipping was, I had no idea what fan fiction was. I was just expressing myself for the first time in my life.
And that shit continued on till year 7. How embarrassing lol. But, I decided to rip myself away from the AUs, from Undertale altogether because I had to focus on school work now. But holy shit the AUs still ran circles in my mind at times.
... then 4 years later. I'm starting to enter my last few years of schooling, I'm struggling big time and I see something pop up in my recommended. 'Sans AU Christmas party au'. I smile, chuckling to myself how fucking crazed I was at this and decide to give it a click.
Now I've been dragged RIGHT BACK IN by the hair into Undertale and Sans AU obsession.
Is this probably a hyperfixation at this point? .. Yes. But help I know how to actually draw good skeleton heads now and I can't stop DRAWING INK SANS HELP ME 😭
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