Anyways thinking abt my future woah

The future is scary as hell but whatever man I have a very basic idea of what I want to do in the future: run away from home, move to Canada, start T, get top + bottom surgery, legally change my name + gender and live with my girlfriend :3 but I'm impulsive as fk so maybe that will change idk. OH AND I will def go to therapy because lord knows I need it lmao