Life recently

Life feels so slow, like honestly. Its so monotonous, wheres the fun gone. Therapy sucks, stopped helping months ago. Like it feels as if everything has come to a halt. I suck at putting words together lmao XD. Tried making a new music playlist on yt (https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3NQxHxpxxzfAsH3pijWrAKJ2dpBseJjq) feel free to check it out, its a bit of a mess of music lol. Tried drawing more often, note the word tried lol. Had my art interview last week for my course next year, hoping they accept me so i can finally do something i want to in life. Don't be stupid and pick the course others want you to do, made that mistake, i'm now stuck doing a course i dont understand and hate with a passion. Only pro to it was that i made some amazing friends.