how this yr changed the shit outta me

we talked normally for abt a week, me and S would facetime alot, then me and her started fighting bc of f, tho f didnt know what ws happening, A would always defend S bc they knew eachother for years, so it makes sense bc she trusted her more, me and S went back to school as if nothing happened and talked normally, then about a month ago me and S got into a physical fight, not rlly physical but it involved the principal, she and i were fighting and f was recording us, it wasnt that huge, BUT APPARENTLY I CHOCKED HER, the vid is fucking proof i didnt chock her, and if i did chock her, she was doing the same thing to me in the vid, she then took my phone, and yall know what a girl does when someone taked their phone WHEN ITS OPEN, she had no right to take my phone when she knew the password that I didnt even tell her, without my consent AS A JOKE, nah dude thats not a joke, f was laughing with her best-friend and i js got mad, S came back without my phone and i wasnt gonna do anything UNTIL SHE SAID SHE PUT MY PHONE IN THE FUCKING BATHROOM, like no. i PUSHED her telling her to go bring back my phone, she went with f and f's bsf, i was mad yk, so i threw S's books and threw it to the floor and put water on it, yes i went too far, BUT STILL SHE HAD NO CONSENT TO TAKE MY PHONE, she came back and said she didnt find my phone, LIKE WHAT, i saw my phone in her pockets, so i put my hand in it and tried pulling it out, i pulled it out, congrats on ur wet books S :), we went home as if nthn happened, S told her mom and her mom told the principal,<fyi phones are STRICTLY not allowed in my school> so when she said the whole thing, APPARENTLY I WAS WRONG, like atleast i didnt break ur fucking leg, anyways we became friends after that shit because the principal forced us to be, now this isnt where everything went wrong IKR.

about 3 weeks ago me and my cousin were together and S called me, me and S started fighting and A was with us laughing, while my cousin was hyping me up, my cousin is older btw, we moved from that, but my cousin took my phone(w my permission) and put her and S in a group in snapchat, they were fighting, and since my cousin was hyping me up, i hyped her up and said"okay ur actually rlly funny and S ur being selfish rn" bc she was, she was talking about her and her only, in someways being selfish isnt bad, but apparently it was the biggest insult, S said in the gc with A and f, "and btw when was i ever selfish, and then S said "f am i selfish" BUT OFC SHE WOULD SAY NO BC U KNEW HER LONGER, so she said "no" ME??, HER FIRST "LOVE", YOU WOULD RATHER HER THAN ME??, like after you said "i love you" this.

this was when they all went against me, now i forgot to say this but i pushed f and her bsf and f got a bruise and A told me she would snitch on me, SNITCH??, nah these ppl are not cool at all, let me let you know that the principal gave me a warning about my anger issues and that i shouldnt physically fight or else they would tell my parents, which would just increase my anger issues but idc bc my parents know about this lmao, anyways im tryin to stop becoming friends w them carefully so they dont just cause me drama and shit bc these ppl are toxic asf, AND THEY'RE REPLACING ME??, middle school drama is shit asf, anyways, f ur a bitch, A stop being nosy, S stop thinking im being friends w u bc i want you. moral of the story, SNITCHES ARE FUCKING BITCHES, ty