I was just thinking about my first love, N-

I was watching an interview and they asked the interviewee who their first love was, which got me thinking about mine. He was really sweet, and I thought we were perfect. We were good friends, we faced timed and texted A LOT. My whole family knew about him. Everyone said we were perfect, that we made a cute couple. He met my cousins and sister over facetime, and when we first started talking a girl called him while we were on facetime and he said he'd rather be with me 🥹🥺I loved him so much. Like brooooo! You don't know. He's sooo different now, and jockey. And turns out he was playing me like all the other girls he was talking to. And the other night my sister was like "you remember N-? You guys still would be so cute together" I could really picture us together! I was convinced we were soulmates! I hate him now, but still think for some reason we are destined.