Diary/vent

why is it that every time i get close with someone they replace me..? i just started at a new school and ive sorta struggled to make friends.. but i made a few!! but just as we were getting really close.. they replaced me :( i hate school so much its just not worth it some times.. i got this app and made an account so i could express myself.. my parents are really strict.. but i know its just to protect me.. but that doesnt make me like the fact they dont let me on any other proper social medias.. but i guess with out them i wouldnt have made this account.. :) Its kinda late and i should be asleep but i have trouble sleeping and i have to take pills just to get rest and i forgot to take them today so im here writing this.. on a happier not i just started a new anime :D its really good its called the seven deadly sins!! im only on season 1 episode 7 (?) but so far its amazing even though theres alot of blood and its a little(a lot) perverted.. so i guess i better go explore more of this app and figure out how to use it ill try and keep you updated if i can :)