Entry 4

lately a lot of shit has went down in my personal life. i've never been good at letting my emotions out, so inevitability i bottle them in without even trying. i was raised to not let things bother me, so i never learned how to process my emotions in a healthy way. i just react in anger and bottle everything up until i can't take it anymore, but even then i don't know how to just let these feelings out so they just feel even worse.

it also makes it hard for me to just let things go.

i dont hold grudges, necessarily, i just can't let go without some form of closure. and if i dont get that closure, the feelings never go away.

i know im rambling, but some things that happened recently really messed with me and i never got my closure from it so im just angry. im so so very angry and it isnt fair. cause i know i didnt deserve this but it still happened to me and no one will tell me why. they just all left me without telling me what i did wrong, but still calling me a terrible person. i just want to know what i did so i could maybe apologize.

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mthrfknprnce

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thats rly shit

i rly h8 when ppl r clearly mad at u but wont give u the time of day to talk about it or even let you know what happened :/

again, feel free to msg me whenever if u need someone to talk to :)

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