Ranting (pt 2)

Okay soooo this has been happening to me for a while, I would say it started 3 weeks ago??? Anyways I've been seeing the number "7:11" on the clock a lot, like before I go to sleep and when I wake up in the morning. At first I thought it was just a coincidence but then I just kept seeing it non stop and till this day, I kid you not, I still see it. And I know what your thinking "What's so special about 7:11?" And tbh I felt the same way it's not like I keep seeing "2:22" or "4:44" or any other angel numbers, but that's where I was wrong. I looked it up, and looked at multiple websites and youtube videos and they all basically had the same meaning 7:11 means I'm exactly where I need to be and if I keep thinking positive, positive things will happen to me. I told my mom and she said she liked the meaning of it and how I kept seeing it. So I kept thinking positive and positive things just keep happening to me left and right, it's so weird. And I never thought "11" would be my new lucky number. And I know you guys are thinking it's only 7:11 and not that big of a deal but then a few days after I kept seeing numbers that had 11, I'm talking "1:11", "2:11", "3:11", "4:11", "5:11" "6:11", "7:11", "8:11", "9:11", "10:11", "11:11" AND "12:11"! LITERALLY YESTERDAY I SAW ALL THOSE TIME STAMPS IN ORDER, I WAS SO CREEPED OUT! And the weird thing about it, is that on the first day of school we had to do this project to get to know each other better right? And we had to write our names then 4 numbers that meant something special to us. So I wrote 4 for 4 siblings, 13 because I'm 13, 8 because I'm in 8th grade and I was born in 2008, and I didnt have any other ideas so I randomly wrote 11 because I didn't know what else to write. A few days later I keep seeing 11 non-stop. So I looked up "what does 11 mean?" and it says I should be more spiritual and bro....LITERALLY A FEW DAYS BEFORE I WAS SEEING 11 NON STOP I WAS WATCHING THESE SPIRITUAL TIKTOK VIDEOS AND YOUTUBERS WHO LIKE ALL THAT CRYSTAL AND TAROT READING STUFF AND THOUGHT "maybe I should be spiritual too" but then I dropped the idea and went on with my life. And now I keep seeing a number that means spiritual??? Coincidence? I think not :D. I was also feeling really sad before I saw 11 so much, mostly "7:11". Like I was feeling like ending it all or running away, which is a really sensitive topic I don't wanna speak too much about. So to see a number "7:11" that means I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be goes to show that I shouldn't end it all and I should think positive more often. And the fact that I wanted to be more spiritual and I kept seeing that number....IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW! And I hope you guys don't think I sound crazy but I definitely want to be more spiritual and collect crystals and tarot cards and stuff like that.