your mind

The traumatic events that will or have occurred throughout your life are what makes you, you. As you get older and age, you'll come in realization with that, how you interpret those events itself is what you'll remember, while you may have already realized or you will realize that something was interpreted wrong doesn't change what you are but yet is what you'll know even though you don't feel that way, and you never will because that isn't the same as your body and heart  remember them. The flowery golden events is what has created your form of your mind rolling around in a field finding how you take those things in like flowers, creating how you feel. It isn't what your mind feels because you know what those events meant or were now but its how your body feels because your body is the same body that experienced them that way. They will never imbed in a part of your soul but yet your mind, and I have never said these words in this order but I've always heard them in my body somewhere though im not sure exactly where, most people I've explained it to say my mind but it isn't my mind its something your brain cant comprehend because it wasn't the source yet its never made sense out loud, only inside of me with my guts and bones is where it will make the least bit of sense.