Vent !

I’m so mad at them. Are they proud of this mess? Blaming me for everything? I hate them so much they’re such a bad person and now they’re doing the same to him? I feel so bad but he won’t believe me I’m trying to tell him but he will only believe them. What the fuck I’m so mad I don’t know what to feel anymore sad or mad at them or disappointed even ? I feel like I’m going crazy , I feel like no one understands me it’s so maddening. They have done this to so many people it’s disappointing and I hope they get better but they’ve ruined me in every way mentally I don’t know anymore . I wish I could go back and stop myself from meeting them.