[losing track of reality]

is it just me, or have u also felt like you've lost track of reality recently? idk. like, literally nothing even remotely feels real anymore. actually, i take back the recently, i've felt this way since like maybe the beginning or januaray. or maybe even since the pandemic started. anyways, getting back on track; shit just happens unconsciously.like, i'd be doing something - for example, playing valo - and then i'd stop for a moment and think, 'oh shit, how is this happening rn?' or like, 'oh shit, that just happened.' LIKE YK??? IDK!! i guess i just space out all day until i like actually think about it LOL. but ya. like it feels like nothing i do matters because none of this is even real. idk. 


LIKE, what if we are literally in a stimulation or something and when we die we see reality?? like there's no way we can actually know because you'd have to die first to know YK?? and like you know how people say like they can see light when they about to die, what if they see reality and like they're lying down and there's a bright ass light right above them (ig infront of theyre lying down)

OK BUT ALSO HAVE U THOUGHT ABOUT THIS WHAT IF WE ARE LIKE DOLLS OR WTV?? LIKE OUR REALITY IS LIKE A PLAY HOUSE TO SOME OTHER CREATURE OR WTV?? LIKE HAS ANYONE ELSE THOUGHT OF THIS?? okay here's why i think this tho; so basically everynight around the same time, i hear like a rumbling sound outside AND LIKE what if thats just the sound of the creature or wtv walking around or something IDK IDK IDK.

ok bye i am talking too much Tbh


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