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now, i know i am judjing everything negatively, but here are my thoughts about my school.
(based on the first day, so these are probably outdated as time passes.)
ALSO IF ANY OF MY REAL CLASSMATES ARE READING THIS LETS BE FRIENDS AND TALK I FEEL SO LONELY
ALSO IF ANY OF MY REAL CLASSMATES ARE READING THIS LETS BE FRIENDS AND TALK I FEEL SO LONELY
AND IF TEACHERS SOMEHOW FOUNT THIS AND READING THIS, PLEASE GIVE US LOCKERS AND A BETTER CLASSROOM
1 - The classroom wasnt really good.
It was located like an underground shelter, and also seperated from the other parts of the school, right outside the door is a girls bathroom (not a boys bathroom) a girls changing room (not a boys changing room) (also unused) and the medic's room (thats nice i guess) but it feels bad! The classroom is small, it doesnt have a smartboard yet, and there is a storage room door right inside the classroom! It feels as if the school ran out of classrooms, and made a classroom out of a science lab or something. The classroom had one poorly made window that barely let any air in. We dont even have any lockers!
2 - I couldnt socialize with the people around me
Now i know i sound so much like a stupid critic, i know i may get friends sometime in the future, but here's the issue. First, the girls outnumbers the boys and mostly, the girls hangout with other girls. The boys just dissapear, or just doesnt have a small talk with me even, I couldnt even tell my interests to anybody, and i feel like a stranger. (i know stuff will go for the better in the future.)
3 - You are forced to wear a mask
I know this applies to every single school, but in my opinion sitting with a mask on your face for 5 hours straight, without taking it off, in a place that has any air in the enviroment, is also pretty annoying and uncomfortable.
4 - It wasnt really a good experience
First lesson (math) i didnt understand anything! I forgot almost all math, and added the english language, i feel like i will do poorly. I struggled on the first day, i cant imagine struggling for almost a year. I also wake up early, and go to school, with traffic and also spend most my time there, get out to more traffic, and feel burnt out. Whats the point of burning 5 hours in an enviroment you dont really find yourself comfortable with?
5 - The problem of name pronounciations
(since i am new, i am having a hard time trying to remember new names)
Now, most the students names are turkish based, and are pretty hard to pronounce in english. We should get nicknames, because some peoples names are really confusing, even the teachers struggle with it. If i got a nickname, it would probably be "Raye". Why? Well, first of it sounds nice, it has a sort of connection to my name (E - Ray) and, i had a friend who also had the nickname of "raye", and honoring him would be pretty nice.
Extra: Friends
I will say, i really need new friends. I need people to spend those frustrating 5 hours of, and make the best memories with. To discuss with. (if you want my discord is Sonic4#2532)
Leaving people behind is hard, when you dont have people infront of it. Most of my friends are not allowed to use the computer, they are studying for the inevitable LGS exam. I cant chat with anyone online anymore. I need to get new friends. And i had a terrible lines of events with hasti, so i will be leaving her behind aswell to start a fresh, new and a happy life. What i am saying is, Come talk with me! Lets chat, show us our stuff, and interests, and just get to know eachother! I am sorta stuck in the middle of the past and the future, so please. Come talk with me, and lets hangout.
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Quentin
The mask thing will go away eventually, at least. - shrug-