Diary entry 9 - Comic con

- Tuesday - 29-03-2021 -

Last Saturday halfway thou work I left because I felt, dizzy, lightheaded, nauseous, I already had throat pain the day before. But Sunday was comic con and I already had tickets. I went with ace and maverick. We only went for 3 hours, and we went as Squid Game characters. I know, old and cringe, but comic con was actually supposed to be last fall when it was still popular. 

I really wish I could take my boyfriend to comic con and be a hot catboy and bunny boy in maid dresses. So we could cosplay our favorite characters. ahhhh we would be so hot. And he could point out all the cosplay he recognizes and take pictures and ill take him to all the stands and then probably tell him it's all way overpriced XD. 

So anyway at comic con I bought some stuff, I wanted to buy this cute cat poncho, but they were very expensive. Then they had small body pillows with anime characters. Like keychain size. But they were also expensive. I did buy a cat tail, or more like fox tail. That I then wore around on the convention. My boyfriend liked it a lot, and it fits the cat ears I bought 7 years ago. Yes, I have been a catboy for a looooong time. Then I also bought a small present for my boyfriends' birthday.

Today I watched the new video of Jaden animations, and she is talking about being aro/ace. Now I already knew I was demisexual and back in higheschool i kinda questioned being aromantinc. But I thought I wasn't aromantic because I liked fantasizing about romantic dates and stuff. It just never had a specific person attached to that. So I saw myself as a very romantic person, so i couldn't be aromantic! I thought. But I learned that's not really how it works. I don't really have romantic attraction, or at least rarely. In my 21 years of living, I have only had 2 crushes. And like 3 fictional crushes. soooo I'm demiromantic demisexual, gay and trans. It's a bit much in my opinion but hay i didn't choose that