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So back in 2018 I was on Amino and I was "depressed" (I'm putting it in "" since I never went to a psychologist and I do not want to diagnose myself out of nowhere) and I joined a "depression" Amino community where a indian guy named Hary texted me and told me that I am not alone and that he is always there for me whenever I need to talk, which made me feel happy and save. People use those platforms to gain your trust and since they know that you aren't in such a good headspace it's much easier for them to do whatever they want.
At first it was very wholesome and stuff like that, but after some days he wanted me to sext with him. Keep in mind that I was around 15 when that happened and I was a real people pleaser and too curious for my own good, plus I trusted this (back then) around 19 year old dude. To be honest my blood freezes whenever I think about this, it got better but I am still very disgusted.
I was on my Tablet for such a long amount of time that I didn't even spend time with my fam and then my fam got suspicious and checked my tablet one day and confronted me about this dude. Later on they took it away, I got sad and wanted to chat with Hary again do badly so I looked for that device everywhere and eventually found it, texted him and told him that he should contact me on twitter ( I found the tweet he contacted me with and it was on the 27.june.2018 and his name still is @Hary39575462)
So now you are wondering what he did to groom me. Well like I said he kinda pressured me into sexting and I was at my peek of puberty and very curious so I agreed and the things he texted me were disgusting. I uploaded everything on an USB-Stick, but that got damaged and I am not able to look back at those texts and a pic of him. I still have that USB-Stick tho. He also demanded me to send him pics of me and when I did so he told me "more" and I send him more. Not nudes or anything (but I think he wanted that) and when I didn't do as he pleased or didn't text him back for a good while since we both live in different countries he told me "you don't love me anymore" or "I'm going to kms because of you". I dont have the exact word in my mind but it was smth along those lines. He asked me if I want to come to India and be his wife. Feeding him, cleaning up for him, please his sexual desires, etc. And I, as dumb and naive as I was, told him "yes".
The list goes on with everything he said and while I was scrolling through YouTube and all those animations. After some time I found one by "illymation" with the title " How I met my abusive (ex) boyfriend" and I was interested so I watched the whole thing noticed that Hary was just like "Haris" (the dude in the Story of Illy) so I build up the courage to confront him and told him "I don't want this anymore" he wasn't so pleased about this and told me some things I didn't keep in my mind and then told me smth like "well it's fine my girlfriend of 6 months will take care of me then"
I reported him, but with no luck, Screenshoted the chat, his face and uploaded it on that Stick in a folder called "proof". Until this day I never told my fam what happened and I will take this to my grave.
I don't know if should confront him and tell him that what he did is not ok and that he should get some common sense since I am more mature now and my English even got better.
So what's the moral of this story?
Do not join a mental ill community on the internet, don't trust everyone, don't put other peoples value over your own even if you have a good view of the person, when you feel uncomfortable there is a reason and you should leave that situation ASAP, when your parents tell you that smth is off and you should do this or don't do that then listen to them, Screenshot everything and keep them somewhere save.
𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧Stay save my beautiful Children. Irl and on the internet ฅ(•ㅅ•❀)ฅ𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧
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